Hunger is my friend.

Azam tahun baru 2012

2011-12-29T09:36:00.001+08:00

Dah lama tak buat azam tahun baru. I think it has been 3-4 years.
But 2012 is gonna be different. How?
One, I aspire to be a gymrat. Ira ckp kene buat sesuatu bende tu 66 hari utk jadi habit yg berkekalan. hari tu baru buat 30 days dah fell off the wagon. takpe, dust myself off and try again.
Two, by Dec 2012, I shall lose at least 50kg from my current weight which is 123kg.
Three, I'd like to clear half of my credit card debts. menakutkan ok tgk statement. I have RM20k ct card debt and I don't have any second or third job. Please don't ask me to join MLM and sell shits like PB or Infrared bed covers. So the most that I can settle by end of 2012 would be half of it T_T
On second thought, maybe I should get another part time job. and maybe aku kena declare 2012 as tahun tak melawat luar negara jugak. dayyummmm
Four, I'd like to finish reading at least 1 book every month. so 12 books would be my target next year
Five, nak masuk RM1,000,000 MoneyDrop game show. dapat rm50k pun ok. takyah la tamak sampai 1 juta hah. Berg, are you game? makanya kita kene start baca everything under the sun. hahahaha
Six, Nak start amik Certificate of Internal Audit. Maybe in 3rd quarter of 2012. ah, the things i do when I'm bored.
Seven, Buy house. buyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. tapi kalau nak beli rumah kene clear hutang ct card. how la dis? I need to strategize.

pendek kata, 2012 is going to be LEGEN...... wait for it..... DARY

what have i accomplished today? : beli ticket balik kk y'all. yeahhhhhhhhh

craptastic

2011-10-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

Pagi tadi boss called. Here how the conversation went. Lebih kurang la
Boss: I ada dapat satu surat berkenaan u
Me: Ye? Surat ape tu? (serious tak terpikir surat ape)
Boss: Surat tanya I nak confirmkan you ke tidak
Me: OOooo.
Boss: I rasa I tak dapat nak confirmkan you sekarang. I still don't see you're there yet. You baru buat 3 audit kan? The last one Cost-to-serve tu you x strong. so I extend lagi probation you 3 bulan ye. Ok tak?
Me: Ok ok.
Boss: Takpe ke ni? Dari jauh you datang ni?
Me: Takpe. I understand.
Boss: You tgh buat Audit PIR XXX kan skarang? You team lead kan? Ok you do your best yg ni ok? Nanti I tgk lagi. So do your best in your audit skarang ni.
Me: Ok.

++ the end ++

Fair enough.
I would say it's a fair assessment of where I stand at the moment.
so ye, saya akan memangku lagi 3 bulan. still band 1.
audit work is kicking my ass.
but I've learned so much about TM in this 2 months I'm here.
I can't help but thinking if I've accepted that post in sm3 HQ, mungkin aku dah confirmed naik band 2.
I would be lying if i say that I'm not upset that I'm not doing well in my current job.
see how it goes in another 3 months.
Kalau x boleh jalan jugak, "tak makan cekak" (bak kata mak aku), if this current work is beyond my capabilities, then kene pindah unit la nampaknya.
Till then, I shall enjoy the ride.

131.5kg

2011-10-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

I signed up for gym membership last 2 weeks. Let's hope that I am disciplined enough to come to gym atleast 3 times a week.ini adalah ukuran saya semasa memula sign up.harapnya improve la by end of Oct.

what have i accomplished today? : beli bun 3pek RM10

parlez vous anglais?

2011-09-26T14:40:00.001+08:00

aku rasa aku makin lama makin tak reti mengarang in English dan perbualan is just as bad.dah lama tak membaca buku. ada kah ini effect tak membaca buku?

what have i accomplished today? : eat too much. TOO MUCH!

Jodoh

2011-09-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hari ni agak terhibur membaca mesg dalam inbox fb antara geng2 anak2 dara exssp9397. antara topik yg diperkatakan adalah jodoh mati. sadis dowhhh. ye la, mana la tau tunggu2 la jodoh nak dtg tapi tak sampai2 sbb dah mati eksiden ke ape ke.

Langsung aku teringat cite KDrama yg aku tgh tgk skarang ni "Scent of a Woman" AMARAN KERAS: Sila jgn baca komen kat page yg aku link tu dan kasi spoiler kat aku.

Sedih gilaaaaaaaaaaa cite ni. baru tgk sampai episod 13. Another 3 more to go and I don't see how the heroine could survive when the story ends.Cite pasal pompuan ni, spinster, idup simple, mmg berjimat cermat gila utk masa hadapan, so tak mekap sgt, tak makan sedap2, tak enjoy, skali tu kene diagnose with cancer and doktor cakap tinggal 6 bulan lagi nak idup.Minah ni bila dah tau dia tinggal lagi 6 bulan and chances nak survive is very low. Dia pun start nak enjoy her life and her savings. Kira carpe diem lah. Seize the day. Dia macam tak kesah nak mati. Tapi bila dah jatuh cinta, baru la minah ni rasa ralat apsal laaaa dia nak mati dalam masa 4-5 bulan ni.Hero tu pun kesian. Bayangkan ko baru jumpe yg org ko betul2 suka, skali tu org tu sebenarnye tinggal lagi 4-5 bulan je lagi nak hidup.So dua dua pun pasrah. Aku pun pasrah tgk. Sedih sialllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

Ok lagi 3 eps to go.tak tau la minah tu hidup ke idak.kalau minah tu hidup, mmg miracle gile lah.

Ok apakah point aku tulis ni? Aku pun tak tau.

Oh. aku nak tanye, mana korang lagi rasa better? Jumpa jodoh, jatuh cintan gile babas, pastu skali dia mati tgh kita dok hangat bercinta. Or never to know him/her at all, so takda la pasrah, sakit jiwa, sedih bile dia mati. Which one is better?

p/s mamat yg berlakon hero tu mmg hensem gile di mata ku. Perghhh. kalau dapat laki camtu, mmg tak tido lena sbb risau org lain ngorat. hahahahaha

what have i accomplished today? : pegi open house Raya opis Sab. retro habis. cool

Time for an overhaul.

2011-05-18T14:52:00.006+08:00

Banyak dowhhhh nak kene spend utk repair kete. Ni la nye ha tau bawak je, tapi takde pon nak buat maintenance ke hape.

Ok checklist nak repair kete:
Tukar timing belt RM225 - dah buat
Tukar ekzos RM380 - dah
Cuci enjin RM 22 - dah
Cat bonet keta RM240 - belum
Tukar absorber depan dan belakang RM600 - belum
Tukar gasket RM50 - Belum

Nak renew insurance dgn roadtax, RM400, by 10 June.

Adeh.

what have i accomplished today? : tukar ekzos keta dan cuci enjin. Cost: RM402

Chiaki

2011-05-17T22:00:00.005+08:00

I bought a new toy last Saturday. No, it's not iPad, or iPhone or anything that starts with an i.

Aku baru beli netbook :D

Beli brand Samsung dan bukan Asus EEE PC yg cun seperti yg diidamkan sebab Samsung ni lagi murah. Same processor, Atom N570, 2gb RAM, 320gb HDD (Asus nye HDD 500gb). Beza harga dalam RM320, might as well aku beli external hard disk 500 gb harga RM200 and still boleh jimat RM120 kan? And I named my netbook, Chiaki. Laptop Dell aku nama Nodame. :D

So here I am, blogging from my netbook. Tgh gigih mencari software yg penting (ie: Microsoft Office, WinRar, etc) for Chiaki. Yay pasni bile kene kluar Labuan gi training ke meeting, boleh bawak Chiaki sejjahhhhh. weehooooooooooooooo. Ringan bebanan fizikal makkkkkkkk (tapi bebanan hutang bertambah ye)

what have i accomplished today? : tukar timing belt kete setelah tak penah tukar since aku beli kete 7 tahun lepas. gile tak?

Mari belajar bahasa Peghokkkk

2011-04-13T18:26:00.003+08:00

dapat dari Facebook Kuala Kangsar Tetap Di Hati, jeng jeng jenggg

KAMUS KUALA KANGSAR! hahaha.

enjoy.

A
ACHERKEME - macamana kalau
ATER - habis tu
ASER - Bila
AYO - Air
AJER NGAN YER - betul sangat dah tu

B
BULOR - Lapar tak makan
BOLEN - Bertelanjang Bulat
BIOT - Degil
BERDAGHOH - berdarah
BERDANO - terlalu kotor
BERDAMO - bersepai
BENGKIN - garang
BEDA'AH - Tipu/bohong
BEBEI - degil sngt2 atau pun menyesal/bebal
BONYEH - lantai yg basah
BOJOT - badan basah habis kena hujan
BESIT - merotan
BEGHANSOR - nak balik
BALUN - pukul/makan/belasah
BANTEI - Bantal/pukul/belasah
BEGHOCHAT/BOCHAT - Ikan Haruan
BEKELE - Bergaduh
BONGKEH - Cungkil
BINGKEH - Bangun dengan cepat
BEBIGHAT - calar balar
BETOLO-TOLO - tak mahu pergi dulu sampai bertolak-tolak

C
CHER/CER - cuba/'try'
CAKCHIBO - binatang pepatung
CENCOGHOT - Tikus berbau busuk
CENONGGEN - menconot ayam
CENANGOR - serangga yg berbau busuk selalu dijumpai berhampiran dgn lampu
CHICHO - jatuh satu2
CHUCHO - menyalakan api
CHUCHOR - siram/cucur tepung goreng
CHUAK - simbah
CHEGHIN/MENCHERGHIN - badan rasa nak demam
CHEGHOYE - Mencari
CHEKOH - pegang
CEKELAT - Gula-gula
CHAGHIT - koyak

D
DAN - Sempat
DEGHUIH - Nakal
DEDO - Panas2 sejuk

E
ENGKUH - Rupanya

F

G
GHODI/KODI - membetulkan balik/repair
GETAK - jatuh / luruh
GEGHOTOK/GEROTOK - jambatan
GETIK - menyampah
GANJEI - terkena / naya / terkejut
GHERBER/REBER - sesak, beriya, gedik, poyo
GILA SEPEREGHE - separuh gila
GEBOR - Selimut
GHEGHOBOK - Almari utk simpan lauk pauk
GENUIH - Memetik bunga
GHOPAH - dah mati
GHONJANG - Jolok
GELEGO - Alang2 rumah
GHERNIK - kecil/halus
GOMEN - Kerajaan
GEMO BEBENO - Suka sangat
GILIO - Giliran
GAMOK - Agak
GHALET - Leka

H
HAJAP - Ingin/hendak
HAMBAT - kejar
HANCHIT - Ketepi
HANTAP - badan yg sasa
HANGAT PIJOR - Panas yg keterlaluan
HEMPAH PIO - bertungkus lumus
HOGEH - goyang/goncang
HILIO - Hilir

I
INGKER - seronok sangat

J
JELEBO - Labi2
JENUH - tunggu lama sngt
JELEIPEK - dah tak lalu nak bangun
JA'AMER - mukaddam
JELAGE - Taik pelita minyak
JEGEI - Biji mata yg terbeliak
JIGHUIH - siram
JUJUIH - meleh-leleh (contoh: air mata)
JEGHELUIH - kaki termasuk dlm lubang
JOGHER - padanan yg tak kena langsung

K
KUMER/KEIMER - kita, kami
KOMER - korang
KEMIN - Kemas/smart
KALA LEIPET - Kala jengking
KAYU ROL - pembaris
KALEN/KALEH - selak/berubah
KAYO - nak ke sungai/nak pergi buang air kecil/besar
KOKAK - Gigit
KOKO - 'Chocolate'
KOTEH/KEGHOTEH - Kertas
KELAMAYOR - mata dah kecil/mengantuk sangat
KEGHOBO/KOBO - Kerbau
KUTEY - dah lama/cungkil
KULU-KEILO - jalan mundar-mandir
KHIGHAP - sesuatu yg di dlm bekas dah terbalik
KHIG'EI - susun secara beselerak
KEBOH - nak sihat dari demam

L
LABUN - cakap/bagitahu/berkata-kata
LECAH - becak/lumpur
LECHAK - main2/buat sepah di atas katil
LIMBAH - air pekat yg kotor
LIBANG-LIBU - tak senang duduk/tak tentu hala
LEGHEH/LEGHAS - cepat
LANGGAT - Susun tinggi; biasa guna pada pinggan
LUKU - ketuk di kepala
LENDUT - sesuatu yg dah terlalu berat
LEBOH - hilang
LESOH - Senyap
LEMPO - Baling
LEPO - tempat susun pinggan mangkuk di kenduri kawin
LENJUN - basah kena hujan

M
MIKER - anda, awak, kamu
MENGKEMER/MENGKOMER - awak/korang semua
MERABAN TEBEN - Tak Tentu Arah, Perbuatan yang Pening
MUNCOH - dah kaya banyak duit atau berharta
MERAMBU - joli sana sini
MENTEKEDAGHOH - makan dgn lahap
MENTECHIKER - makan
MEGHOLOH - Tidor
MENTONG - makan sampai tambah 2-3 kali
MAKEI - pakai/guna
MENGKIAK - besar sikit dari anai2 selalunya menjadi kalkatu
MEGHEDANG-GHEDANG - membuta-tuli/ikut suka
MENTELON - Seluar panjang
MELENGKO - membelit
MENEBEN MUKE - melangok kat kedai kopi
MENGERGHONYOT - berdenyut-denyut
MEMBANGO BAU - busuk baunya
MELANTUNG KOHONG - busuk sesangat
MOH - Jom
MEGHANDEI/RANDEH - menyeberang sungai dgn berjalan kaki
MEJELEIJEH - Meleleh
MUN - Kot
MEGHERBEH - Buang Air Besar/Berak
MEGHATOH - makan lauk tanpa nasi
MELEYSIO - tak sempat nak cari tmpt kencing
MUNTAH MONGGEK - Muntah hijau
MELEPEH - Kentut
METE - duduk diam tanpa bergerak
MENCICIT - lari dgn laju
MANGKO - Buah yg dah keras, tak sempat masak/tunggu lama sangat
MANTOI - tak lut
MEGHUN - berasap/bakar sampah tanpa keluarkan api

N
NGELEIWO - Terumbang ambing kekiri ke kanan [Macam ular kena palu]
NYELAP SADOR - seseorang yg seperti dirasuk
NGELE’NYOR - Mengedik atau pun ngada²/ gatal
NYOR- Buah Kelapa
NYEGHOGIN - tersenyum sorang diri
NGETIT - kena gigit serangga
NYAGHIH - mujur
NGELAT - main tipu
NGILEI - mengilai macam langsuyur
NGEISOT - bergerak sikit2 sambil duduk
NYENGKET - Mengintai
NYONGKIT - Berjalan-jalan
NGERNYI - geli geleman
NIN - Air yg jernih
NYELEBIUR - terjuih bibir
NYADIN - buat tak tau
NYENDIN - menumpang/mintak tumpang sekaki
NGENGHUWIT - benda halus yg bergerak
NGANCHOK WAK - "perkataan mencarut"
NYEGHENKEN - Kurus kering tak ada isi langsung
NGELATOK - Berdebar kerana terkejut
NYOGHOGAT - Perasaan menyampah terhadap sesuatu /sikit tak suka
NOHEN - Buat tak ambil peduli
NYEGHOLANG - terang sangat
NYEMEDANG - selalu sangat
NYENDOI - ikut belakang
NYEGHAMBEI - Terjuntai
NYAMBEI/NGUNIN - "bersenggama"
NGELIGEH - Mengigil
NGEKEK - ketawa bedekah-dekah
NGERLUIN - bucu tikar yg terlipat ke atas
NGOBOK - menangis
NGELEJAT - mengelupor (seperti terkena air panas)
NGELEIBEH - lebihan
NGELEDIN - melengkung
NGOCOH - Mengacau
NGAMBOI - timbul dari dlm air
NGEIGHEN - senget/condong
NGHUNGUT-NGHANGAT - rasa tak puas hati
O
OGHANG - orang

P
PEROK - jakun / tak pernah tengok benda
PASIO - Pasir kering
PORES - jabatan hutan
PUIH OPEH - Pejabat pos
PIO - Tulen/Asli
PENGGEI - Baling/lontar
PETIA - memang sudah direnung/ memang yakin
PAGHAP - pukul
PENGOR - bau yg terlalu busuk
PO'NGOR - Terbuka
PACAK KETO - Penyucuk sanggul di kepala
PANCHOR - mandi air pancut
PEGHONJANG APER - Entah nak buat apa
PANJUT - Pelita
PELEY'OT - Terkolap
PENANGGAH - Orang2 yg bekerja di majlis perkahwinan
PIGHEN MOLONG - Mangkuk

Q

R
REBEN TEYBEN - selekeh sangat
REGIH - Penyapu lidi

S
SELUIN/SELEIWIN - selekeh, tak kemas
SIO - hendak
SEMUT GATEI - Semut Api
SEMBEI - Pasir basah
SENTEN - menarik kaki seluar ke atas
SIUT - cucuh / menyalakan
SELAIT - lampu suluh / torch light
SEPEGHOH - alas / lapik meja
SA'NGEI - tudung saji
SI-YAR* (sengorkan bunyi) - mangguk tingkat
SOMPEH -Serpih, Sumbing,ada cacat sikit.
SAMO - Merah Jambu
SOH - Sunyi sepi/ senyap
SENAWAT- Pulas/cubit
SELASOR - Pangkin
SUGHIH - berbincang mengenai salasilah keluarga
SEGHIH - mangacau nasi yg telah masak
SEGHIN - memulas telinga
SELUANG TEGHOBANG - Tupai
SEGHONOK BEBENO - Suka sangat
SELOGHO - usik-mengusik
SANTAK - masuk jauh ke depan/belakang
SENAYAN - Hari Isnin
SEMANGKA - Buah Tembikai
SEKUPANG LIMA DUIT - 15 sen
SEGHOYAT - hujan yg dah nak berhenti
SEMIYAK - Sihat/elok

T
TEMAN/AWOK - aku, saya
TOBEN - Tua Bangka
TAK KU SIO - tak mahu, tak hendak
TEPENGHONGOR/TERBEGHONGEH - Terbuka luas
TAWO HEBIO/LEISYO - rasa yg sangat tawar
TUMPO - jatuh tak bergerak
TEJEGHOMBAB - Terserandung/jatuh tersembam
TABOH - pukul/belasah
TAK NGOMBEN - tak ada kesan, tak jadi apa
TOJEN - Kurus Tinggi
TEPEGHOK - Terperosok sembunyi
TETEMEH - pulih semangat
TOHOR - Tahan makan
TEGHOBANG/TOBANG - Terbang
TEGHOYAK - menangis
TENGIN - Bodoh2 bengap
TOGHEK - marah sangat
TEMBOK - Jalanraya(sebutan E tanda)/Bocor(sebutan E tanpa tanda)

U
UNTEI - buat kerja secara sikit2/tak terlawan

V

W
WEH LER - ['ungkapan tak puas hati']

X

Y
YANGAT - Minuman Panas

Z

Finally

2011-03-15T18:17:00.003+08:00

Setelah setahun lebih aku beli camera DSLR aku, baru la aku signup for a Photography class.
One thing I learned for the past 1.5 years, I sucked big time in getting gorgeous pics using the DSLR camera. No amount of reading helps. So I would need a professional help. Terpaksa la enroll masuk kelas photography.
Yeehaaaaaaaaaaa.

a bane to my existence

2011-02-11T12:51:00.003+08:00

Wah gitu. Dramatic sungguh tajuk post ini.

Aku just nak cakap aku suka MAS. MAS mmg best sbb takyah jalan atas tarmac, dapat check in bags, makan and minum atas kapal inclusive of the harga. And have you tried purchasing last minute tix using BB or iPhone? Super easy and convenient!

Tapiiiiiiiiii ada satu benda menghanginkan aku minggu ini.
I really hate the new MAS website. Super user-UNfriendly bak kata Danial kat fb page Malaysia Airlines Travel. hahahah. Aku pandai2 tambah perkataan 'super'.
What's wrong with the old one? Tak cantik ke? Tapi tak le huduh kan?
I'd take function over ghope website. Tak cun takpe, janji tak menyakitkan kepala jiwa dan ragaku.

Aku nak beli tix so nak log on existing acct on MAS website.
Tak BOLEH! Dia tak terima password aku yg aku rasa mmg tepat dan jitu.
OK FINE. Click 'ForgottenPassword' link and requested for a new password.
Within 30 secs, dah dapat password baru dalam email. Wah tersangat pantas!
Try pakai. TAK BOLEH JUGAK.
Ape ni weiiiiiiii?

FINE! Aku call 1-300-88-3000. Pastu customer service assistant tu kasi password baru yg lain. And I repeatedly asked her, "so, kalau saya try sekarang juga, memang boleh masuk la ni?". Dia jawab "Ye cik."
Pastu aku dgn bodohnye hang up, pastu baru la nak cuba password baru tu.
TAK BOLEH JUGAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Fineeeeee. Aku call lagi skali.
Kali ni customer service assistant lain yg angkat. Dia tak check pun, dia terus cakap kat aku suh aku email my prob to ibesupport@malaysiaairlines.com.
Aku cakap tak boleh sbb aku nak setel prob ni sekarang jugak. Sbb aku nak purchase tix utk tomorrow morning.
Terus customer service assistant tu cakap "Then, you book guna 'guest booking' ".
Wah, yg mana menyenangkan hidup ko je kan yg ko suggest?
The reason why I'd prefer to use my account sbb I'd like to keep record of my purchases on the site. Ye, mmg takda guna kan record tu?
Biarlahhhh. Aku kan hoarder. Sume bende nak simpan.
Suka hati aku la kannnnnnnnn?

Nasib la MAS ada berg. Dia la mensuggest aku beli thru BB.
Langsung dapat terus tix utk malam tu jugak. Lagik murah.
Thanks BERG! no thanks to 1-300-88-3000.

Sekian saja aduan domba saya kali ini.

Diharap website MAS yg baru ni bile dah fully siap idok le menyusahkan kepala teman ye?

Stumped No More?

2011-01-23T00:08:00.005+08:00

Menurut kata Milan Doshi, "The earlier you are able to identify your passions, the better it will be as you will be able find the right direction in life to move forward."

Based on this statement, can I say that I was unable to find the right direction in life to move forward because I was unable to identify my passions? I think yes. When people ask me, "ko nak buat ape sebenarnye ni?" or "ape sebenarnye yg ko suka?" careerwise, I'm stumped.

Menggunakan method yg dicadangkan oleh Milan Doshi, saya ingin mencuba utk memastikan apakah passion saya.

1. Think back

a) Subjects or courses you were interested in
These are classes that you found interesting and those that you easily excelled in, while others may have found them difficult. These could also be topics that you read beyond your textbooks on your own initiative.

hmmm. what could this be. Time sekolah rendah aku suka Maths. Time sekolah menengah aku suka Maths, Chemistry, Prinsip Akaun, Add Maths . Masa Uni, aku suka management accounting. hmmmm. That's it. Pendek kata aku suka numbers la kan?

b) Extra-curricular activities
What were the activities that you loved to join, either as an organiser or participant, where you didn’t mind contributing your time, energy and effort? Find out the areas where you had a natural advantage over others, be it in extra-curricular activities or inter-school competitions.

Bab ko-kum, sek rendah aku join pancaragam. Naik sek menengah aku join, form 1 - pbsm, form 2 and separa form 3 - pancaragam, remaining form 3 - pandu puteri, form 4 - kadet remaja (sbb ni paling sempoi dan tak perlu kerja keras hahahaha.) Naik U, apa pun tak join. hmmm main kerom wakil blok HB2 kira tak? Juara pompuan time karnival hostel. hahhaha. oh aku lupa. IT Carnival day ke pebende. Tapi aku tak memainkan any useful/vital role. so serupa aku tak join la jugak kan???? and yes, aku amik kelas teater and sebagai penamat kelas teater, kene terlibat dgn production teater. Aku berlakon jadi org gile yg pregnant pastu mati masa tgh beranak. what was I thinking?

c) Accolades from peers or school mates
For example, some people are naturally good at entertaining people. Some may be good at drawings (the next Lat in the making perhaps?), some good dancers, etc. These could be starting points for you to explore your passion further and take it to the next level.

Aigoooooooo apakah accolades aku? Buat lawak? Rosakkan tv asrama sampai dapat tv baru? Kalau nak explore and take it further bab buat lawak, adakah aku perlu audition Raja Lawak? haha. Kalau bab menjahanamkan barang, camne nak take it to the next level? jadi demolition woman ke weiii. ooooo aku lupa, boleh tak kira tau bebende computer as accolades aku? I mean reformat pc, install barang, recover lost files. Boleh kira as accolades? Adakah ini bermakna aku perlu blajar programming to take it to the next level???

d) Outside of school
What sort of activities held by organisations or local communities did you enjoy taking part?

haaa? *blur* takda kot. Industri pemakanan kecil bile family gathering besar2an kira local communities activity ke? Kenapa aku cakap industri pemakanan kecil adalah bila sedara2 side mak aku berkumpul, tak berenti masak dari pagi sampai ke malam. Setiap jam ada dish baru dihasilkan. Gile ok?

2. Ask people close to you
Ask your parents, elder siblings, relatives or even your childhood buddies to recall the things that you love to do in your younger days, as you might have forgotten.

Nanti balik cuti CNY aku tanya.

3. Identify subjects or activities
Choose those that bring a smile to your face. You can easily discover this whenever you are talking to your friends, parents or relatives. For example, if you put together a group of strangers with a common passion for properties in a room, you will find that they will easily bond and connect with one another discussing and sharing their ideas on properties.

Take it from a veteran actor:

“Find that one particular thing that makes you smile when you do it. For me, that was acting”
- Samuel L. Jackson, Actor

Game on FB, foto, travel, food, tv, karaoke.

4. Imagine that you won a lottery for RM10 million
What would you do next? If you dislike your job, mostly likely the first thing you would do is to fire your boss! After that, you would quite likely pamper yourself and your family by travelling around the world, purchasing a new house, a new car and so forth.

Would you go back to what you were doing previously? If no, what new things would you do to occupy your time and keep yourself busy? Whatever you have in mind is the answer you are looking for, as you would no longer be working for the money. You already have enough to last a lifetime assuming you invest the balance wisely. Whatever you would be doing in the future would be things you enjoy where your passion and interests are.

Ok kalau tetibe duit 10 juta jatuh ke riba, bende yg aku akan buat

1) berenti kerja dgn penuh dramatik. (I QUIT THIS SHIT!)

2) bayar semua hutang yg ada.

3) beli rumah 10 bijik utk sewakan kat org (for future income)

4) sedekah kat org (boleh sedekah kalau bukan duit loteri)

5) travel around the world.

Kesimpulannye, aku takkan kerja. Dah ada 10 juta and 10 bijik rumah sewa.
That's it. I will retire young, retire rich.

Aku rasa dah habis jawap soalan2 milan doshi ni, still takda klu nak buat apa.

Hopeless!

miyui

2011-01-19T17:56:00.003+08:00

Ini miyui. Nama betul dia Amirul tak silap aku.
Time ni kitorg main bunga api kat rumah nenek dia kat Ranau masa malam raya 2009.
Nenek dia adalah makcik aku.
Bapak dia adalah sepupu aku.

Bapak dia belum habis bayar duit tiket kapal terbang kat aku.

Mana RM200 aku weiii.

Aku tgh kering ni.

Yes Woman

2010-11-04T17:30:00.003+08:00

Nak buat eksperimen la. I would say yes to the first 5 suggestions yg org kasi kat aku kat sini. 1 person boleh kasi 1 suggestion sejjahhhhhhhh. I will try to do whatever you ask me to do, but of cos within my limit la kan. Jgn la tetibe ko suruh aku gi pindah duduk KL pulak. Lempang kang! Something logical please, but out of my comfort zone.

I need something short-term. Suggestions pls.

GO.

bed

2010-10-30T14:27:00.003+08:00

There is a saying >> "You should always invest in a good bed and a good pair of shoes because if you are not in one you are in the other."
I just spent RM900 buying a new bed and mattress for myself this morning. This post serves as my justification for doing it. I need to convince myself it's ok to spend that much money just on bed and mattress.

Here goes.

I've been working for 8 years, I think it's high time for me to own a nice, comfortable, spacious bed. No more sleeping on the floor or tilam sabut yg nipis or toto. Need to treat myself better. Buat ape keje penat2 kalau takleh spend some utk pamper diri sendiri kannnnn?

Next on the list:
Sofa yg best.

what have i accomplished today? : beli katil y'all!

de rien!

2010-10-25T15:00:00.003+08:00

checklist

2010-09-28T16:25:00.002+08:00

to do list before berlepas utk cuti.
1) leave itinerary and contact details with my sister.
2) beli luggage bag
3) delegate daily & weekly tasks kat colleague. Minta tolong diorg cover
4) tinggal pesan dgn Mel, in case aku meninggal dunia, tolong delete FB account aku. I would not want my fb account to still be active kat internet, plastered with my pics in it when I'm dead.
5) sediakan copy passport utk ditinggalkan kat opis, dan juga utk dibawa
6) upload important working files kat server opis supaya semua org boleh refer (ie: BP2011)
7) transfer balance duit kat berg balik
8) call credit card centre utk inform of the travel. nanti senang nak swipe. yayyyyyyyyyyy
9) cuci kereta

ape lagi ek.

akan ditambah lagi.

Mission Possible

2010-09-24T10:51:00.004+08:00

Since I would NOT be able to attend my convocation on this 9th October 2010 and the university won't let me join next year's convocation session, I am sending my mother up the stage to receive the scroll. Agak-agak lepas tak? Nobody checks for identification on graduation day kan? Besides, it's MBA graduation session that my mom would be attending. Ramai je org tua tua yg amik course MBA. :D

I'm psyched. I hope my mom would agree to my request. I want her to enjoy the experience. In the family, my mom is the only person who hasn't gone up the stage for convocation, besides my baby brother. But my brother will get there in the next couple of years.

I think my mother has done a great job raising us and taking care of the family all these years. She even turned down a promotion to become a headmistress for a school in Sandakan ages ago, cos she wanted to focus on us, raising her kids, making sure that we are good enough to enter university, get our scrolls and make a living.

Everything I am right now, I owe it to my mother.

Walaupun mak aku control kitorg gila babas and kuasa nagging dia dgn kitorg tahap dewa dewi, we know that her heart is in the right place.

So now, I have a bit of planning to do with my sis with regard to this convocation.
When everything's in place and accounted for, only then I would ask my mom whether she wants to do it or not.

I hope she says yes. :)

Then we can have everyone's graduation picture up on the wall at home.

utk pendonlot tegar

2010-09-03T16:50:00.003+08:00

Yeszaaaaaaaaaaaaa. All the tv series that I watch are back in Sept!

Things I have watched until latest season:
Gossip Girl 13/9
Supernatural 24/9
House 20/9
Grey's Anatomy 23/9
Chuck!!!! 20/9
ANTM cycle15 8/9
Glee 21/9

Things I watch on and off but still interested in:
Desperate Housewives 26/9
Cougar Town 22/9
Bones 23/9
Parenthood 21/9
Brothers and Sisters 26/9

Things I will start watching:
Vampire Diaries 9/9
Hellcats (new show) 8/9
Nikita (new show) 9/9
Big Bang Theory 23/9

Seperti biasa, kita di Asia cuma dapat donlot on the next date. :D

shiroh!

2010-09-01T14:12:00.004+08:00

shiroh is the korean word for 'i don't like/i don't want to"

yes, it's that time of the year again.
masa utk buat Business Plan for operational year 2011 - 2013.
SHIROH!

I really, really, REALLY, really (atau perkataan korean nye, 'chungmal') hate doing this thing.

God, please help us all.

countdown.

2010-08-30T15:25:00.002+08:00

tinggal lagi 30 days nak naik kapal dan berangkat gi beraya ke rumah Owwe.
OMG. tak sabarnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
then again, aku rasa aku tak cukup buat persediaan for this trip.
tak da baca pasal tpt2 aku nak lawat. harap kat ira je utk buat itinerary. (sorry ira)
luggage bag yang sesuai tak beli lagi.
duit euro tak cukup lagi. mana dowh nak cekau rm800 lagi nak tukar to euro.

oh no i am not ready yet for the trip.

cukup ke 30 hari nak bersiap sedia utk melengkapkan pengetahuan utk trip ini?

what have i accomplished today? : aku plan nak buat kari kepala ikan hari ni. tak tau la sama ada aku akan buat nanti ke tidak. tungguuuuuuuuuuuu.

himono-onna

2010-08-11T11:59:00.007+08:00

Aku baru habis tgk jDorama Hotaru no Hikari. I am convinced that I am himono-onna which means dried-up woman ala ala ikan masin gitu.

According to the drama, himono-onna is someone who at work puts on a face of a lively office lady, but as soon as she gets home, she slips into jerseys and sweatpants and drinks beer straight from the can (read: not a single bit of elegance). She lives alone. During weekend, she doesn't even go out, but stays at home and eat and sleep throughout the weekend. Not a single guy around her. Another aspect of himono-onna is she talks a lot to herself, answering the tv or talking to the cat. Basically, Himono-onna is a woman who refrains from love and rather lies around at home.

Hahahahah. I can totally relate to her. I don't drink beer, but I drink water straight from the bottle. No mug or cup. I rather stay at home and eat and sleep than doing anything else. I live alone. I do talk to myself at home. Kalau korang tgk cite ni, korang tgk rumah minah tu, korang boleh imagine la rumah aku semak camana. Mmg serupa. hahahahah.

YES, I AM A HIMONO-ONNA. hahaha

I've been watching a lot of Korean Drama this year and Hotaru no Hikaru is the 1st Jdorama I watch this year. It reminds me of how much I love JDorama. I would say JDorama has more variety in the roles and storylines as compared to Kdrama.

Kdrama balik balik cite anak org kaya, chaebol. Lepas tu mesti ada 2 guys berebut sorang minah, and hero tu mesti yg suka nak marah-marah heroine awal-awal tu and mamat yg satu lagi akan slalu ada disisi minah tu bila diperlukan, tapi minah tu tak perasan yg mamat tu suka dia. Lepas tu mamat tu has the worst luck in the world. Mamat tu slalu akan miss chance dia dgn minah tu by 2-3 saat whenever it counts. Kalau aku jadi mamat tu, mesti episode 5 je aku dah givap on the girl, cos I simply can't catch a break with the hero around. And semua masalah cinta adalah berpunca dari the elders in the drama (ie: parents, grandparents). Org-org tua ni slalu sangat la tanak approve hero/heroine tapi tetibe last episod, boleh pulak terima atas alasan FATE. Whatda??

Lagi satu, Kdrama has the worst kiss scene. Bile kiss je, segala angle dia nak tunjuk, dari belakang, dari depan, dari atas, dari bawah. Lepas tu, bukannye dia freeze frame. Dia suh pelakon tu yg keraskan badan maintain posture utk sepuluh frame itu. Takda unsur-unsur sweet or romantic langsung. Buduh. hahahahah. Tapi aku rasa that applies to young actors and actresses je kot. Sbb baru-baru ni masa aku tgk kdrama 'Prosecutor Princess', agak superb scene kiss dia. Tapi pelakon umur dah cecah 30 la. So aku rasa faktor umur pelakon yg menentukan kissing scene. Ok aku dah mengarut-ngarut dah ni. hahahahahah. Sbb bulan puasa kot. Mengantuk gile.

Oh. Selamat Berpuasa uols!

what have i accomplished today? : ntah la. masak sardin utk sahur kira accomplishment ke?

Cuti dah habis

2010-08-03T14:51:00.004+08:00

Uolsssss, cuti aku utk tahun ni dah tinggal 0. takleh cuti suka suki dah wei. Selama aku keje dgn TM ni yg masuk tahun ni (dah 8 tahun), every year mesti ada carry forward cuti more than 7 days into next year. Tapi tahun ni dah takda dah. T_T

what have i accomplished today? : apply cuti sampai ujung tahun

bo gi mam

2010-07-29T08:54:00.003+08:00

Aku tak paham dgn ejaan budak-budak sekarang. sebagai contoh:

"Larh jGn kcEwa..nTiw Q baGI kBenaRaN uTk dY bLakOn kEyhhh!!" - dipetik dari komen dalam facebook shaheizy.

"Dah b1?" - dipetik dari sms yg kawan aku penah dapat dulu

"sayyew ske ....... (dah lupa ape sambungan dia)" - dipetik dari portal komuniti chatters yg aku penah lepak dulu.

Get my point?
Mengapakah mereka bersusah payah membuat perkataan seperti 'sayyew' yg lebih panjang dari 'saya'? Adakah mereka terasa cool?
Dan mengapakah mereka membuat shortform tersangat lah shortform.
Sape boleh teka 'b1' tu ape?

Ye aku tau, aku pun ada jugak pakai perkataan2 yg ala ala gitu (ie. sajork). Tapi aku rasa ejaaan aku mild saje tahap tahhapehape dia. :D

And aku juga tak suka org yg menaip kecik besar kecik besar font. Kalau budak skolah rendah aku boleh terima lagi, tapi kalau dah university buat tulisan kecik besar kecik besar ni, rasa nak lempang.

what have i accomplished today? : baru pukul 9. hari baru nak mula. tak buat ape lagi.

I am OK

2010-07-28T23:17:00.006+08:00

Camana nak explain kat org that I am fine being single? At least, at this very moment, I am ok being single and other people need not worry with the single state I am in. It is true I am not jumping up and down gleefully that I am single but I am not all-curled-up somewhere in the corner of my house, crying either.
So I really hope that people would stop asking about my relationship status (ie. sape boifren ko? bile ko nak kawin? ko tanak kawin ke?). Sebab ape, bile aku kasi dah jawapan, some people would usually reply with "jgn putus asa, nanti ada juga tu". Aku tak suka dengar benda tu sbb aku rasa I am at the receiving end of that person's pity. Ye maybe aku ni oversensitip tapi aku still tak suka jugak. Tak perlu la nak mengoffer kata2 semangat sbb kata2 anda itu membuatkan saya merasakan there is something wrong with me. Maybe there is. But I can live with it and I am too lazy to do anything about it for now.

what have i accomplished today? : menyorok bende2 semak di rumah dari pandangan mata

cougar

2010-07-27T12:38:00.002+08:00

Is it just me or has there been more cougar-related shows/sitcoms these days?

what have i accomplished today? : order 2.0 tB ext hdd 3.5" yayyyyy

haywire

2010-07-06T02:45:00.004+08:00

Ok, it's already 2.45am and aku still takleh tido. Tak mengantuk lagi. Sejak tak tido sbb sebok membuat tesis, aku nye jadual tido dah tak betul. Ni besok sahih aku tido kat opis ni. Aishhh. camana ni?

Hmmm besok maybe aku perlu tido seawal jam 10pm utk meng'set' balik biological clock aku.

what have i accomplished today? : still nothing. as of now, I would be grateful if I could sleep at the right time

1 hour lagi

2010-07-05T17:43:00.004+08:00

Okeh lagi sejam nak bukak puasa. Nak makan ape ek? Nak makan nasik ke?
Ala macam teringin nak makan nasi + ikan goreng + sambal belacan.
Jap lagi nak gi Malindo, tgk lah ape bende yg rasanya menarik di saat dan ketika itu. Most probably akan makan nasi goreng kampung sajorkkkkk

Haih. 2nd day ganti puasa. Another 5 more days to go.
Tu laaaaaaaa. Sape suruh tak ganti puasa awal2.

Tadi ira kasi link kat satu website ni. Mamat ini sangat artistic, sgt terer amik gambar and paling penting skali, sgt pandai memasak. Cantik dowh tgk dia masak. Rasa tu tak tau la sedap ke tidak, tapi rupe tu mmg cantik lah.
Tgk website dia tu membuat aku terasa nak memasak. tapi biasa lah tu, time tgk blog tu je rasa nak masak. Balik rumah karang sure makan megi jugak kalau dah lapar sangat.

what have i accomplished today? :hmmm interesting. so far. nothing

Kursus Kawin

2010-07-03T17:30:00.008+08:00

Mel ajak aku teman dia pegi kursus kawin hujung bulan ni. hahahahah.
But I don't think I will go.
I don't think I need sijil kursus kawin in my future.
What do you think?

GO.

what have i accomplished today? : tukar skin blog

viva yg menyakitkan hati

2010-07-01T21:34:00.006+08:00

tadi examiner tesis komen kat tesis aku : "your study has nothing new to contribute at all. this kind of study has been conducted many times." gitu gitu la gist nya.
lepas tu viva coordinator tolong jawap kat dia: "we allow mba students to replicate other study."

tapi aku bile dah dengar ayat tak contribute tu. aku dah givap. and then aku bengang.
Yes aku admit aku nye research project punya subject matter teramatlah boring. Tapi salah ke kalau dia boring subject?

Lain kali kalau nak aku buat research yg ada new things to contribute to body of knowledge, jgn cakap awal2 boleh replicate other studies.

2ndly, walaupun aku replicate other study, it is being conducted in different setting. Ergo, whatever findings of the study may contribute to empirical evidence pertaining to whatever research model i am using. Yes it is not something new. But it might validate and support previous studies.

Markah dah diberikan. Skarang ada 30 days utk amend the thesis ikut suggestions examiners.
Resubmit and get approval utk hardbound print. No additional mark will be given.

Honestly, on the way back home, aku rasa nak buang je tesis aku dalam tong sampah.

Great.

Skarang mata aku dah berair.

I'm over this shit

2010-06-30T12:40:00.002+08:00

THAT'S IT!
You've been cut off.

Deal with it.

hallooooooooooooooo

2010-06-29T21:52:00.004+08:00

i am back, bitchesssss

bersawang kah blog ku ini? i think not. hahaha

1st thing 1st, lusa aku VIVA, menandakan azab ku akan berakhir, IF i pass.
YAHOooOOOooOOOOoooOOOOoooooo!~

2nd, kepada sesiapa yang belum ganti puasa. marilah kita beramai2 ganti puasa sebelum 9 ogos.

3rd, i can't wait for October. This is a good year for me. Habis study (insya-Allah). Habis tempoh perkhidmatan wajib dgn TM. And I am turning 30 and I truly believe that life begins at 30. :D

4th, saya memerlukan pandangan anda. Tolong kasi pros and cons berenti keje tm dan pegi mintak jadi tutor kat UMS?
Gaji turun - CON
Kene start baca buku ilmiah balik - CON
Bonus kureng??? - CON

on the other hand,
doing something new, for a change, after 8 years - PRO
ada can sambung blajar oversea - PRO PRO PRO
tapi kene seksa diri sambung blajar balik? - CON CON CON
kalau dapat masuk UMS, boleh balik KK, dekat dgn family, boleh beli rumah kat KK - PRO

tambahan on 30/6/2010,
no need to deal with reports, Business Plan anymore- PRO PRO PRO PRO PRO PRO PRO. **i really hate this shit**
deal with students. might encounter students yg cocky & prasan smart which gonna be a pain in the ass - CON

nangis

2010-04-14T16:26:00.004+08:00

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan kecekalan utk siapkan thesis ni.
aminnnnnnnnnnnnnn

SAVE CHUCK!!!!

2010-03-31T19:38:00.001+08:00

vote for chuck please!

Aja aja Fighting!

2010-03-29T07:30:00.002+08:00

lagi 3 bulan nak habis azabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

bosan dowh. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah smangat aku utk habiskan bende alah ni.
Dah tak smangat dah ni.

Dulu masa kat MMU, masa final year pun dah takda smangat dah. Cam malas nak layan dah. ape nak jadi, jadi laaaaaaaaaaaaa.

skarang pun perasaan yang sama.

Tak sabar nak habis.

Gravity

2010-03-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

My insecurities is my gravity.
My pessimist nature is my gravity.

Happy?

2010-02-03T16:44:00.002+08:00

menyampah.

2010-01-26T11:48:00.003+08:00

Aku ada phases dgn org2 yang aku gemar/suka (both sexes). (suka as in suka as person, bukan nye suka nak bawak bercinta)

1st phase- suka. sbb org ni best. boleh masuk. satu kepala
2nd phase- mula merasakan org ini irritating.
3rd phase- menyampah. rasa nak lempang.
4th phase- kembali suka. sbb org ni best, boleh masuk, satu kepala. And the cycle DOESN'T repeat itself.

So skarang aku tengah phase 3 dgn seseorg. It's not one of you guys and confirm korang tak kenal dia pon. And manusia tu tak baca blog ni.

I just have to say this outloud. Menyampah ok!

I am a hoarder

2010-01-21T16:04:00.005+08:00

I watched enough episodes of Oprah to know that there is something wrong with me. I mean, there's something wrong with my mind or emotion within me. Why am I obese? Because I ate a lot. Why did I eat a lot? Because there must be something that I have been keeping or suppressing inside me for so long that forces me to eat a lot. That is if it's according to what was discussed on Oprah la kan? And one of the reasons that I keep on piling on weight is because I am a hoarder. I hoard everything in the house. Plastic. Papers. Magazine. Boxes. OMG, everything ok? And according to Oprah, when someone hoard things, there must be something wrong with that person. Here we go again. Back at square one. Which means, there must be something wrong with me. But I don't think anything is wrong with me, internally I mean. I wasn't abused when I was small. Was not molested by anyone. Nobody who was close to me died when I was growing up. I was not bullied in school. I'd like to think that everyone loves me. My parents love me. My siblings. My relatives. My friends. Everyone loves me (prasan. I know! haha). So what is it? Kene gi bertapa camni nak menyelami diri sendiri.

Firdaus

2010-01-19T10:07:00.004+08:00

I lost a cousin today.

Firdaus was Aunty Rose's eldest son. He was supposed to be 25 this year. Doctors said that he won't live past 20 years due to his condition. But he did. I think Aunty Rose and Uncle Mizan did a great job taking care of Firdaus. Firdaus was diagnosed with cerebral palsy when he was 6 years old. He was born as a healthy baby. He learned to walk, talk, run, just like any other child. But one day, he started to fall down a lot, lost his balance while doing things, dragging his feet. His parents scolded him a lot for being so clumsy all the time. Then they realized that his condition was getting worse and decided to go for a full check-up at the hospital. There, they learned that Firdaus' nerve condition was deteriorating, affecting his motor skills and movement. The condition was not curable nor treatable. It would only get worse from there, and there's nothing anyone can do to make it better.

And so it began. By 10 years old, Firdaus couldn't walk without a walker. By 12 years old, he was back crawling around the house and when the family went out for a trip, a wheelchair was necessary. By 15 years old, his legs were too stiff to even bend for him to crawl around the house. So he used his upper body strength, to pull himself around the house. By the time he was 20 years old, he couldn't move around anymore. He just sat there. He couldn't talk anymore. He can only respond with nodding or shaking his head or smiling.

One of the last memories I had of Firdaus was I was feeding him pizza, talking to him. And he was smiling. That was last month. I am thankful that I got one last chance to see him before he 'go'. I hope and pray that he is in a better place now.

I am an attractive, intelligent & confident business woman

2010-01-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

Been reading on Oprah.com this morning. One sentence caught my eye.

Who you're hiding may be a heck of a lot more attractive than the "You" you're defending.

Hell yeah, I would say that the 120 lbs of me that is hiding inside the 250 lbs of me is a heck of lot more attractive then the Me that I am saying I am content with. Haha. I know that that's not what the sentence meant exactly. But I choose to see it this way.

2010 : the year of no fear

2010-01-05T11:53:00.001+08:00

I hope I can say that with full conviction.

Happy New Year uols!

passion

2009-12-23T08:08:00.003+08:00

Last weekend.....

My lil sis said:

Kakak, kak berg punya passion scuba diving, kak ira suka lari marathon. Kakak punya passion apa?

I replied:

MAKAN

yayyyyy

2009-12-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

yayyyyy, my parents dah balik dari haji
sihat walafiat, selamat tiba di M'sia hari ni
Alhamdulillahhhhhh

remember, remember the 9th of December

2009-12-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we need someone to remind us of how great we can be.
It only takes a person to do that.
There are those days where I feel like a total loser cos I'm a total coward who is afraid to take that so-called leap. Only I, myself know when and where to leap. But the question remains, am I brave enough to take that leap.

But for every 100 days where I feel like a loser, there will be a day where I feel like a winner.
For me, 9th December 2009 was one of those days.

Thanks Angie.

Buy experience, not things

2009-12-04T15:43:00.005+08:00

But I can't help myself.
I want experience AND things. Yes, I am greedy.

Next thing I would love to acquire: a compact camera that would fit in my handbag and a Nokia E72.

The experience I would love to have is a trip around Europe. Yes, wait for me, my love, at the base of the Eiffel Tower. I shall be there by end of next year. And we shall continue our rendezvous, frolicking in the sun at Santorini and dance our nights away in Ibiza. *veranganz*

Now, where can I get RM10k (atleast) to support my 2 weeks vacation in Europe? Been thinking about this for a week now. Seriously, where can I get that kind of money without dipping into my savings?

Ok let say, I could save up to RM200 monthly. Still, I am nowhere near the RM10k even by December 2010.

This is tragic T_T

the hazard of having easy access to info at finger tips

2009-11-30T13:59:00.002+08:00

Aku sakit perut. diarrhea since friday.
Asal ada isi je perut, tunggu a few hours, then I'll be spending my time going back and forth to the loo.
As long as perut takda isi, I am safe.
Tapi tak pernah dalam sejarah aku diarrhea sampai 3 hari.
And yes, despite that, aku still pegi steamboat night bersama adik bradik and relatives. I ask you, adakah itu pelik?

Sbb aku sorang je yang sakit perut dalam rumah, so aku pun berpikir, pebende la aku makan yang lain dari adik bradik aku.
Aku teringat hari khamis malam before raya haji aku gi makan bbq kat rumah pakcik aku. Dia panggang sayap ayam, udang, sosej and lamb. Maka, teruslah aku panik sbb aku rasa aku maybe kene salmonella or e-coli.
So google lah salmonella, e-coli dan ape ape yang sewaktu dengannya.
By the time, i finished up reading on these things (which was 10 minutes je pun), I am 50% convinced that I might have salmonella. hahaha. over kan?
Nak buat camne, I have the symptoms. takda semua, tapi ada satu dua symptoms mengena.
My point is, and I do have one, kadang-kadang bila kita boleh access information senang sgt pun susah gak, especially for pessimist people like me. I tend to believe the worst thing that could happen.

Anyway, went to the clinic, waited for 1.5 hours to see the doctor for 5 minutes. She said that I should lay off the beefs and eat porridge only and I should be fine soon. Maybe la kot. Camni kene jadi vegan la for this week.

meluat

2009-11-24T14:28:00.002+08:00

meluat dgn org yang perasan bagos.

Prioritise!

2009-10-13T13:17:00.005+08:00

No more FB please.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati aku utk tidak berFB sehingga habis final exam.

Assignment yang tak siap lagi:

Entrepreneurship:
1) Case Study ada 2 lagi. Status: ongoing
2) Interview with an entrepreneur and the report - due end of Oct. Status: tak start lagi
3) Semester report - 25 pages - due end of Oct. Status: tak start lagi

Advanced Statistic:
1) Research - 12 pages, single spacing. Status: tak distribute survey lagi. Pas distribute nak kutip, nak input SPSS lagi, nak present findings lagi, nak submit report lagi. Due 27/10/2009

Managerial Economics
1) Semester report - 10 year strategic plan to develop oil and gas industry in Labuan. Status: Ongoing. Belum buat presentation slides. Presentation 22/10/09
2) Tutorial utk chap 6,7,8,9,10 belum hantar.

Kawan-kawan, kalau nampak saya membuang masa. Sila marah saya.
Tolong lah! :(

I have no one to blame but myself.

Panik tak bertempat

2009-10-08T17:59:00.001+08:00

Tahun ni parents aku gi haji, insya Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Tapi boleh tak aku panik bila aku pikir mak aku akan doa aku dapat jodoh soon?
Takut siot doa mak aku termakbul.

Sekian saja berita saya kali ini.

Salam Aidilfitri

2009-09-27T18:48:00.006+08:00

my family and my uncle's family.

My cousin's son, so this makes him my nephew la kan.
A really happy baby. Suke sgt kat Haziq ni.

7 of them are my nieces/nephews.
yang lain semua cousins and their spouses (4 je).
Ni baru separuh cousins yang ada. Yg lain takda time tu. Ramai ok.

Tahun ni beraya kat Ranau. Ok la. Not great but OK laaaa.

How was your raya?

nak donlot, tapi takda masa.

2009-09-15T21:22:00.004+08:00

New season of my favorite tv series~!

Supernatural - 10/9 (our every Friday)
Gossip Girl - 14/9 (our every Tuesday, means tonite! yay)
Heroes - 21/9 (Tuesday gak)
House - 21/9 (Tuesday)
Grey's Anatomy - 24/9 (Friday)

Ugly Betty belum ada keluar berita lagi.